Fucking shit.

Sometimes you never realize how much you love someone until after they've moved on, rightfully so. There was a time I took advantage of what we were. I don't know if I could even tell you what we were back then to this day. However, there is one thing I do know, we sure did have a good time. We connected with each other from day one. The first time we spoke I knew that you were someone special. I couldn't believe you wanted to talk too me, we seemed to be polar opposites but in the end we were very much alike.

As time started to go on I found you to be this amazing person, beyond just your looks. Because sweets, you were beyond gorgeous. We knew how to make each other happy. In the moments that we shared I'll never forget the feeling you gave me each time we spoke. Them are the times I still wish we had to this day.

So what happens when everything seems to be so perfect then all of a sudden you're world is crashing down around you? I wanted to blame you for everything that happen, but I couldn't. I knew it was my fault. You meant the world to me and I could never tell you. You moved on to someone else who is able to make you happy now, perhaps even more so than I did. I cant help but feel a little sad about the situation.

There are a lot of things I wish I could have done over again. Most of all, I wish I could have told you something.

I wish I could have told you I loved you before you left.